Tomorrow is my birthday, I will feel real old. I leave for orientation on Saturday, I will feel real confused. When I start school in August, I will be scared of what the future holds. When I am in the thick of my post-secondary education, I will truly be living in the moment. When my college years fly by and I have to start in the (cliche) "real world", I am not sure how I will feel. Now I think I'm looking forward to that a little. But maybe then I will be looking back at this wishing I could do it all over again. Isn't life a dull blade ever in need of sharpening?